The space that starts it all

The space between my bones are what make me ache

These bones ache from the confusion that lies in my mind

I just want to break out of time

Because if there was no time then I wouldn't have to worrie about filling it

these emotions and feelings are drilling through me,

drilling through me with a crazy, depressing, insane, chaotic drill

And it just wont stop.

This drilll is going to keep on pushing untill it finds the sourse of this pain

But I know this pain wont go away by force, or by ripping out my heart..

I know because I've ignored it before and my heart doesn't like that

NO, this pain will linger and take time 

Like a festering wound It will hurt, sometimes I will want to pull out my hair or cut it off at the source

but eventually i will learn to forget about it
The confusion will start to dwindle, my bones will close the spacial gaps and stop aching.

The Space will Leave and I Will Numbingly Forget.