What are you..?

You like this one day and that the next. Your hair, your clothes, your makeup, your personality all seem to change based on how the week goes.

People seem to loose track, like they missed an episode of your life and they have to ask everyone but you what happened last episode. They say things like "when did she do that, where did she go, how long has she been with him?" But we all know that they just want to keep up what every one is talking about.. the new thing about you.

But you're still that girl that everyone talks about and you might act like you like it on the surface but I know the real you. That deep down you hate being the #1 topic on the talk highway, flowing in ears and out mouths of all those in range to hear.

And once they are all gone and you're left alone you bring out your true feelings to share with yourself. Then you realize your not happy.

Then you rethink, and try to backtrack all the real emotions and thoughts that just came out without you holding them back. But its okay, hide them away and this time make sure they wont come out a different day. Because you have what you want and what you have worked for.  By exiling your realness and true self so far down no one can see it you have reached the goal.

         

        You are now...       Popular, cool, In, liked, admired, favored, main stream, sought after, accepted, approved, faddish, famous, noted, notorious, praised, social, accepted, trendy, acknowledged, confirmed, current, recognized, legit, better, best...

FAKE!